it's been a long while really, but i thought i might start writing in this blog again. or at least post some of the art or whatever.
started with changing the layout (by gorgeous milou_veronica
, i love her and i want to marry her, seriously), changing userpics, changing interests (actually more of deleting all of them). sometimes people can say a lot about you seeing the list of your interests but it's not like i want them to.
then i went all the way back to my old-old-old entries and basically deleted them all, not that i think that i can change the present by deleting the past, no 1984 intended, just a lot of stuff that's not really important anymore. at some point i used to share this blog with a close friend of mine, my big bro (no 1984 pun intended, again, she was
my bro), so there was a number of her entries and i've already wiped almost all of then when i realised how foolish and stupid i was, doing so. not like she would care too much about these posts (i mean we are still good friends, but the lj thing is not so important between us), but maybe... maybe i would. i almost felt like crying, can't quite decipher the mystery of these feelings, just some crashing nostalgia, probably.